ok, since it's been soooooo fucking long since i posted, i thought i'd post some stuff that i've written over the last couple of years before i started taking all the drugs to squelch the bi-polar issues that made me loose all my creativity.

ok, they probably didn't make me loose the creativity, but they sure as hell made it more difficult to find seeing as how i haven't written anything in at least a year and a half.

hell, i'd even forgotten that i had a blog till about 2 weeks ago. and i'm not sure why i remembered it then. there's really no telling.

on a totally unrelated note, i've stopped smoking. i haven't had a cigarette in 9 weeks and 2 days (not that i'm counting). i got an e-cigarette and after i finally decided to stop smoking i pretty much haven't looked back.

i isay pretty much because i did take a drag off a friends cigarette a couple of weeks ago. it fuckin near killed me. i almost coughed up my left nut. my mouth tasted horrible and i thought to myself "self, how the FUCK did you do this to your self repeatedly every day for 20+ years?"

i still haven't found the answer to that.

anyway.....poetry posts to follow. we'll see what happens.